I'm arguing with myself again.
This happens a day or two after I do something really fulfilling.
I feel my life is getting stale.
I fight the need to go, to move and to be doing something that I feel is important.
I convince myself that finishing school is important.
That getting an education is more than a lot of people get.
But I continue to fight this lifestyle, going on more trips than full weeks at school, counting down the days until I can fly again and live out of something other than a house.
It is the most frustrating feeling in the world for me. It drives me to tears.
Bottom line:I want to do something meaningful.