The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.
My best friend once told me:
pursue breathing and God.
Love will find you.
For some reason, my frustration has been growing over the past couple days. Still hitting brick walls. School is something that I thought that I would be able to keep under control. However, as I sat here tonight at my laptop trying to figure out what the hell a Euler Circulation is, Veda kept whining for me to throw the tennis ball for her. At first, I got angry and told her to cut it out. And then I realized, really, what is of better use of my time? Hanging out with my dog who I value more than anything...or spend time angry over school work that doesn't captivate me, that doesn't inspire me?
obviously, i chose Veda.
The more I think about it, the more I want to take a year off of school. Now, I don't think it is necessarily realistic because I don't know if I would ever go back...but. It's nice to dream.
The roots of my frustration can only be solved with a creative outlet.
tomorrow I am going to take more pictures.
It will be the only way I keep my brain in check this year.
Find something that captivates you and hold on to it.
I will finish school, but there will be a lot of times where I skip class to let my insides out.
with no strings attached
to not be tied down
and to let that sunshine keep me alive.